Hello everyone.  Its been a long time. I guess I just don't have much time anymore.  Especially since I don't have a computer at home.  But anyway.  SO, I'm engaged to be married!!!  two weeks this monday.  We have not set a date yet.  I'll post it when we do.  And anyone who reads this can come if they want.  If you need directions and info, call me or email me.  lol. 

But anyway.  Yeah we want to get married this fall like end of October if everything works out but I don't know.  I'm kind of stressed.  lol. Jewel has a lot of health issues, and her medication is like $350 a month.  But anyway. God will give us whatever we need.  I just.....argh.  I'm poor, I will always be poor, I don't care about having lots of money, I will not be a workaholic and let my life pass me by, and never know my kids and never talk to my wife, I would much rather love them and be poor them give them nice stuff and never be around.  this life is but a vapor.  I'm not taking anything with me when I leave so whats the point of getting it all.  And plus I want to be a sort of a missionary so I know I'm not gonna be rich doing that.  But anyway, Jewels Dad is basicly a workaholic, and he's got money and they have nice stuff, but he wants me to be that way.  And I'm not.  So I' don't know what to do.  He wants me to apply for this four year electricions apprenticeship program and I'm like....I want to go bible college.  SO idon't know what I should do.  Should do this and take some night classes and get my basic stuff out of the way?  Or should I go straight to bible college?  Or should just forget about school?  Or what.  If ANYONE has any advice, PLEASE drop a line.  Thanks, love ya'll.

                ROBERT

Hello, ITs been a while.  But things are going great.  I am, at this moment, at "college days" at baptist bible college.  Its pretty cool, I don't like all the people here so much, a lot of people seem really preppie.  I don't mean dress as much as attitude, which I don't like.  But the classes are great, so I'm considering this place.  Jewel and I have gotten pretty serious.  Maybe within the next year........we'll see.  Anyway, I'm gonna go now.  ttyl.

ARRGH!!!!  Ahh yes, pirates.  Not that think actual pirates were any good, but its an awesome concept;  Sail about and see the world, with total disregard to any sort of law, do as you please and get rich, haha.   The ultimate anarchists.  not that I like anarchy either.....alright so pirates were bad....  >: )